Dont go back, Just move on

HOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!! it have been 1 year hahaha i haven't wrote a post, because I forgot my email and my password! luckily ! I remember again hohoho
I have many stories !! hahahahaha funny stories!
okay, I'll start with my newe xpereince..
ohya, I have a fckin awesome boyfriend now, his name is Refki hihihi.. we started it , aug 10th '10....
I can't describe him, because for me he is almost perfeeect!!

here we go! " You got half of me , MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU "

Hai friends! I'm back, I'm ready to write new story :p.
Right. Now I have a lot of friends, they r so kinda with me :) I enjoying it. Have a lot of friends is excited :DD , I dont want to hear anything about them *myfriends from someone. I'll give initial of her and his name hemm S hor her , H hore him.
Above 2 weeks ago , I had a problem with xx , and we met to clear this problem -_-
okeee its clear ang now we are being friend, I hope she won't stab back at me :) I am happier now. I dont have boyfriend anymore yiphiiiyyy. I wanna my whole day just for myself, my family, and my friends. I want have happy day with them..
Its Wednesday june16th 2010. My dad gave me punishment, that is I must stay at homey until the day of test YPHB Senior Hi School, luckily the test is on june19-20th :D
Back to the first hahha S n H said "don't be her friend, blablabla because she is so annoying, she is hypocriate person and blablala " at the first time I heard about that, I thought what they have said is true , 50:50 . One day I played with xx and her friends we got much happiness , we didnt remember our problem, we played as a driend who never have a problem for each other.
At night , H sent me text he made me upset he said " WAW you played with your BESTFRIEND hahaha " it meant, he didnt like that I'm being her friend. and I replied "IT IS NOT YOUR MATTER" oke, before that he has told me that he likes me and loves me uuuuuuuuu but I dont have any feeling with him..
Since that , I never reply his sms, bbm anything from his uuuu.
I lost all my feeling with him :p .

The Last thing wish me luck for the test, hope I'll one of student in YPHB SHS

byee with love,
Zahra <33

As usual , i can't go sleep again tonight haha it's 09:47 pm. I don't have anything to do except watching my mommy on the phone with her friend -,-
i think i'd bette write some quotes hahaha
let's see

our truest life is when in dreams awake- Henry David

The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned - William Somerest

Every women is wong until she cries, and then she is right insantly- Thomas. C.

Don't cry because it's over, smile bcause it happpened - Dr.Seuss

Always look on the bright side of life - Monty Pyton

Perhapss our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while sothat we can see life clearly - Alex Tan

Doubt whom you will, buet never yourself - Chrisitine Bovee

I destroy my enemies by make them be my friend - Zahra P.A
gue ga ngerasa cukup klo gue cuma sukses jika seseorang tdk jatuh - Zahra P.A

those sentences make me alive everyday like i'm REBORN !

heeeey friend, today is saturday. and i don't go anywhere just stay at homey.It's been too long sice my last post right ? but I've deleted those posts. now I have new life and I hope it's gonna get better hell yeah. i dont know what i wanna talking bout. hmm cmon we start with my raincity hell yeah , i feel its hotter than the hell. almost everday i wash my hair because its not good smell yawn! hmm talking about bogor I wanna drink es sekoteng with siomay at Boper, you have to get it deliciouss yamyamyam. I'm totally boreeeed ! am I have to talk about my bf? right. I made relationship with yoga but i don't have any feeling to him so ??????
next , I'll talk about her ! such a fuckin whore. she made me melting with her kindess but she has her purpose,she wanna know information about anything ! and i'll kick off her ass and said you'd better watch out baby " hhhh . i realizes she's not good person to be my friend. she only can speak behind me blablablast, hmm I've thougt why don't you fight with me back ? if i think about her it only seem like a spooky story hihihi if to defend myself I have to be like her, I choose to step back. cursing her not only hurt her but hem mabe hurt me. hem never mind ! and i want place me in place where I don't need to see her face again . oke forget about that..

like Al - Pacino in GodFather said "I don't want to kill everyone... just my enemies"
hahaha

LOVE YAAAAAAAAAA